So, I know many of you have been following this blog and our infertility journey. I did this as a way of being open and sharing our journey with those who care most for us, without having to always talk about it. I did it to one day look back on and remember everything we went through to have a child of our own. I did it for myself as a way of expressing emotions and feelings when I felt nothing else could help me cope. I did it as a witnessing tool to those who may read this and pray they see God's light shining through me and my husband, even in such a difficult time of life. For now though... the blog is on hold.
As many of you know, 2 weeks ago tomorrow, we did the IUI procedure. I was instructed by my doctor to wait 2 weeks to take a home pregnancy test. It hasn't really been that long of a wait, considering I've been waiting 17 months now... until today really. It hit me-- this could be it. It may not be. Who knows--- only God. So, tomorrow I will take a test. Good news or bad news I have decided to wait to post any news until the beginning of the year. My "bad news" would be so dis-heartening and disappointing, but I have come to the realization that in due time, Eric and I will have a baby and begin to expand our family. God's plan is so much more perfect than ours. (I have seen this multiple times throughout my life) We must continue to just be obedient and faithful to Him and His Word.
So... for now- I'll make you wait. Stay tuned to our journey in 2013 and for "hopeful progress" as we continue to walk this path...
Thank you all for your love, support, care, concern, prayers and hugs! They mean so much!
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